Hello Hello i'm back

I'm back for awhile :)

Ok for my first entry after 1 million years.
This is something interesting i found. Best Book of the Year! Made in Germany!


What is the title of the book ?
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Sex BOOK for Children!!! Wohoo!


Happy Chinese New YEAR!

Tellers

Just wanna intro to of my loyal readers!! The Tellers !!!
They are a pop rock band from Belgium. Just listen.
words can't describe how it captured my heart through their catchy melody.

First video

More by The Tellers

Second video

Second Category by The Tellers

Third video

Memory by The Tellers

Fourth Video

This is funny cause apparently they sang inside a lift
and incase if you are wondering, they are singing
Second Category


My favorite is More it is a very well composed song.
The lead singer sang it like
like he just woke up from sleeping or something
but somehow the song turn out to be very relaxing and yet catchy
you don't find these type of songs anymore,
It is special which is why it made me like it very much.

Well This 4 videos that i just featured should be enough to cheer your day up
like how it did to me :)

If you need more you can go YouTube and search for it they have many more of these type of catchy tunes type of songs
Just got to love it
Enjoy!

Joke Time!!

A teacher asks her class, "If there are five birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little Johnny.

"None, they all fly away with the first gunshot."

The teacher replies, "The correct answer is four, but I like your thinking." Then Little Johnny says, "I have a question for YOU. There are three women sitting on a bench having ice cream. One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?"

The teacher, blushing a great deal, replies, "Well I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone."

"The correct answer is the one with the wedding ring on... but I like your thinking."

Love is only a feeling

The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defenses systematically fail to withstand

'Cause you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be-all and end-all
Love is only a feeling
Drifting away
When I'm in your arms I start believing
It's here to stay.

Oh, the state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed.

That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I

Zeitgeist

I saw this video in Jackson's Blog and Friendster.

I personally think it is a very interesting topic on

Religion,The 9-11 and the Federal Reserve Conspiracy.
As you can see it's definitely not for the closed minded person.
It talks about like why Religion is fake with facts and astrological explanation.

Just watch it if you don't read books, its a bit boring but worth your time.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25 above

2. Are you hungry?
Quite for food. I am also hungry for scoring goals..

3. What job are u doing now?
Student

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
A place that makes me happy
A place that makes my family happy
A place that makes my friends happy
A place that makes the whole world happy.

5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
I wish i will have more then one dream to come true..

LOL Joking.. not so greedy.. (who doesn't want it anyway)

ok.. maybe the power to control time..

or a more realistic one would be

Be a successful person in whatever things i do


6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
i think so ~_~

7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
My Baby :)

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
Spending good times with friends, winning a Football Game
and Most importantly seeing her happy =)

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends on her characteristic

10.List out three things you are after in your life.
- Being Loved
- Trust
- Fun

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Funny, Sarcastic and Loves to Laugh.
But it does not matter if she fulfilled it or not.

To me it has no significant( Just a Plus)

12.What type of person do you hate the most?
A person who have my bad points/characteristic : )
Seriously..

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
BUY CAR LOL! CAR CAR CAR CAR

14.What is your ambition?
To someone useful to the community or maybe someone famous

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
Be myself LOL!

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Change into a more humble person, too ego at times.

17. what is your favourite color?
Obviously.. Black,White,Red and Silver
If i have to choose 1 it will have to be Black

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Loving your family

19. What's the last thing you think of before you go to sleep?
Hope my Baby is sleeping too.

20. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
I would find my baby and hug her till the world ends =) and of course before that i will visit all my friends/family saying that it's been fun knowing everybody.

21. How happy are you with your current life?(instead of removing.. i add an extra question)
Happy but could be better.

Eight ppl that i want to tag is:
1)Joelle Baby
2)Allen
3)Jia hui
4)Boon Hong
5)Jackson
6)Cheng Haw
7)Brian (if he reads my blog)
8) ANYONE WHO READ MY BLOG

Awaiting

Ever wonder if someone like a stranger that suddenly just pop up in your life and next become 1 of your best friends in just minutes ?

That just happened to me and now we are together as one lovely couple

I love her so much that i could do anything for her just to make her happy but sometimes i think I'm not sensitive enough to comfort her.

Lately she is being terribly emo and sad, it might not be because of me but I'm sure partly it is. I'm stupid. Seriously i don't know how or what i should do.
instead of just calling her all the time. I think i should attend some relationship courses.

I always ask myself what am I lacking ? awareness ? inventiveness in surprises ? or is it just me ? I've been trying hard to fork out a wonderful time for every single minute just for her.

Easier to say then done it seems that sometime it doesn't work that way, I for once i don't know why sometime the things i do can become a disappointment to her instead. The only time i feel the happiest moments are is when we are together hugging and cuddling, other then that when it's college stress i don't know how make her distress again.

I'm a reason type of person so i tend to reason with her about why stress came about and that maybe had just made her extra sad, of course she wanted something else. like comforts and not reasons.(thats why i say I'm stupid)

when we are back at our own homes she tend to emo lot more and i couldn't do much about it, maybe she miss me too much or maybe is because of the stress of the college life have gotten into her and there is not really much people she can hug and cry about her stress in college in her home.

I just can't wait till when we can finally 1 day be together every single day and minute that i could just come to her house and comforts her every time. It's gonna be long time till then but i can wait.


A personal note to her:
I hope you gonna be happy every single second baby..
please cheer up! everything will be okay!
I love you =)
and i know you do too!











what she had done for us :)

PSP WTF or FTW ?

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The Torment in Me

Alone I live in a world of abhorrence and pain
All the torment & agony have driven me insane
Rivers of red blood slowly flow before me
Death, dread, & chaos is all that I can see
As doom-bringer, I stalk this scorched earth
A specter, cursed from the day of his birth
The bloody sun slowly crawls in the pitch-black sky
I cannot stand this wretched existence, O God let me die
I can feel, yes, I can feel the hatred boiling inside
For those because of whom many people I loved died
With the hatred & agony of mine, I shall burn my foes
Who turned my life into hell filling it with sorrows & woes
My rebellious fire will burn the throne & the palace hall
My unstoppable rage will lead my enemies to their downfall
An exile I roam in this world of sadness & gloom
Soon a bloody orchid on my grave will bloom
Shadows from my past keep haunting me
Why they just do not leave me & let me be
Tears of the sun are slowly falling on the ground
My soul is lost & my chilled body never will be found
In my wretched existence, pain is the only thing I feel & what I know
Pain is my everlasting companion that would never release me & let me go
So come & release me from my anguish once & for all
Come I plead and release out my tormented soul
Give me freedom, freedom from this suffering and pain
Now my essence slowly melts away in the drops of the heavenly rain

Good Poem or Bad?

not by me of course

Another Melody Another Year

Remember "Tong Hua" the wonderful music that caught many Asian girl's Heart including guys for it's awesome melody, it must have been one of the most played and sung songs in 2005! It was played absolutely everywhere throughout Asia! It Starts off very simply with a piano introduction and the emotion builds up in his voice along with the music. Quite simple melodic line and fairly repetitive but when you listen to this song it will stick in your head for ages and you’ll be singing it all day! The lyrics are really sweet and full of sweet sentimental lines such as “when you declared your love for me, my entire sky lit up with stars” That is what i call "Good Phrase Guang Liang"

anyway there is this guy named Kyle, did a "piano improvisation" on that song and i gotta tell you he played it in such a way that even G.Liang himself might be proud of it!



Here is a few more of his works
You Raise Me Up by JOSH!!!! Groban.. hahah



Canon in C






well thats all i got for today

2008 is coming real soon like in (2)days

cheers to 2008! bye bye noob 2007 hahaha

Clannad's Beautiful Melody

Clannad is one of the most anticipated anime this fall and one of the reasons for this has to be its splendid soundtrack and BGM (background music) used in the series. I particularly love the BGM found in episode 1 when Nagisa was introduced. Below is the full version of that BGM. Truly a masterpiece.



The Melodious & Soothing BGM

The tune and instruments used are just simply perfect. Great for listening in the night before you sleep. Also, the tune is actually derived from the ending theme, Dango Daikazoku! This ED is also one of my instant faves ever since I listened to it for the first time.

Once again, I suppose many of you might already have noticed that the tune for Dango Daikazoku is actually derived from the ending song in the original Clannad Visual Novel, entitled ‘Chiisana Te no Hira‘ or ‘A Tiny Palm’. This song gives rise to many other wonderful songs and music used in the visual novel as well as the anime and can be said to be the mother of all songs in Clannad. You will fall in amazement once you listened to it. Another masterpiece.



Chiisana Te no Hira by Riya

‘Chiisana Te no Hira’ also gives birth to lots of melodious piano tunes which soothe one’s soul. Too bad I can’t find the videos for those piano tunes. But after almost a whole day of searching, I finally found all the MP3s which are associated to ‘Chiisana Te no Hira’. Took me great lengths and pains just to find those few songs… But still, it was definitely worth it =)

They will no doubt remain in my MP3 player forever..

P.S. To those who want the songs can ask me thru msn :) or leave your email i shall send it to u ASAP

You don't exist

My smile wavers
My voice trembles
The scenery is blurring

I wanted to make friends with you and called out
Your pure eyes were dazzling
Because I want to be close to you, more and more
I pretend to not know about my little pain

When did you gain
The person who is truly precious to you?
You're frolicking, talking more than usual, right?
Then the reality stabs

My smile wavers
My voice trembles
I look down as if unworried
You don't...exist
You're not...here
Even though we understood each other, there was an unburied distance

Just by exchanging words, I became happy
Wrapped by your tender eyes
While scared of my earnest feelings
I gently offered you my fullest thoughts

I want to slowly nurture
Our truly precious encounter
I want to send it to you, but I can't reach you; since when
Did only anxiety expand?

That it's destiny for us to be separated...
I believed that we'd be like this forever
You don't...exist
You're not...here
Without being able to accept it, I kept searching for you

My tears fall
My words fade
My entwined thoughts won't come apart
You don't...exist
You're not...here
I lost my destination; I give a lonely sigh

Because I'm here with a smile...let me love you

" 20 LEgend "

2 0 LEgend thats right.. Im talking about Manchester United's Best Super-Sub

OLE GUNNAR SOLSKJEAR

For Those who knows me they might say.. Hey Josh likes this word Ole or whatsoever very much mayb its something related to the football cheers goal~ goal~ole~ole~

But its not its something different.. It Does got something to do with football but its a Footballer His name is Ole Gunnar Solskjear. He was 1 of my favourite Player ever since i started to like football but before him was David Beckham its a long story so i wont Brag about it here.. well This post and For a very long time since i started this blog its a tribute to Ole needless to say he is retiring plus 1 of my all-time great player and will always be! LONG OLE LIVE = LOL

It's safe to say you're going to see a fair few replays of Ole Gunnar Solskjaer's Champions League-winning goal against Bayern Munich over the coming days.

The Norwegian's instinctive flick of a boot in Barcelona ensured his place in United folklore and instantly became an iconic moment in the Reds' history.

So, now that Ole has announced his retirement from football, you can expect to relive that magical moment in the Nou Camp again and again. Which is fine. Don't get me wrong, I could watch that match on a perpetual loop and still fill up with pride every time.

A banner simply declaring '20LEGEND' hangs poignantly on the Stretford End second tier as a reminder not just of May 26, 1999, but of the indelible mark Ole has made on Manchester United throughout his career.

Had Jonathan Greening, for example, left the Nou Camp bench and poked a winner past Oliver Kahn, it's safe to say there wouldn't be a flag flown in his honour.

The Norwegian's legendary status was pretty much secured regardless of events in Barcelona. A gentleman off the pitch and a predator on it, Ole endeared himself to supporters with his commitment, professionalism and, of course, his goals.

"Ole is a marvellous finisher," Sir Alex once said of the lethal marksman. "The lad is one of the best finishers I have known. We have had a few good natural finishers at the club but he is exceptional." Barcelona aside, there's the four-goal cameo at Nottingham Forest and the injury-time FA Cup winner against Liverpool - from the Treble season and many, many more besides if you're looking for examples.

1 of my personal Favourites was on 18 April, 1998.An injury-beleagured United were limping towards the finishing line of another hard-fought title race with Arsenal. By this point, while still mathematically well in the hunt to retain the trophy, the Reds were down to the bare bones and the Gunners had built up an unstoppable momentum.

Ole was thrown into the action against Newcastle with the score locked at 1-1. United were laying siege to the Magpies' goal, but just couldn't get a vital winner. With a minute remaining, such was United's commitment to attack, that one cleared corner left Magpies midfielder Rob Lee with a free run on goal from inside his own half.

Having only been on the field 10 minutes, Ole used his freshness to sprint after Lee in a nail-biting race. Should United concede, that would be the season over. The gap continued to narrow until Lee got to the edge of the United area, when Ole flung himself into an awful challenge and was, quite rightly, sent off.

In ensuring the foul was outside the box, however, he had prevented an almost certain goal and a potential penalty. In recognition, he was handed a standing ovation by the Old Trafford crowd.

It's not the proudest moment of Ole's career, I'd imagine, and he was carpeted by Sir Alex for his lack of sportsmanship after the game, but it was a deliberate self-sacrifice which laid bare his worth as a player and a man for His TEAM.

Ole's United Honours
Premier League (6): 1996/97, 1998/99, 1999/00, 2000/01, 2002/03, 2006/07
FA Cup (2): 1999, 2004
UEFA Champions League (1): 1999
Intercontinental Cup (1): 1999
Community Shield (2): 1996, 2003
(Note: He has Won Everything a Player could win in the Premier League)

A video Tribute to Ole

Sicky sick sick

Im down with a leaky nose, a throbbing headache and aching shoulders

I hope to recover from my illnesses sooner rather then later so that i could hang out with my friends and do some porper Blogging.

Zzz im going to sleep now Zzz

Pirate King Online Review

Recently I played this game

Yes its called Pirate King Online!! its in open beta phase and will not be wiping after open beta. It is also a F2P game (Free to play), which means it comes with a cash store. But this is one of the few games out there where the cash store does not create imbalances, just saves a little time, and it allows us to play for free, so its a good trade off.

Basically, the thing that got me playing this game is the stat system and of course! my friends who bugging me to play it, its very similiar to Ragnarok Online(RO) with the exception of the "luk" stat. They function in almost the same way, and they affect your characters abilities deeply, and no one build appears to dominate. Thats my little checklist on stat systems, and its passes thus far.

There is a newbie class, which goes to 4 first classes, and then onto second classes (much much like RO, some classes can become 2 different second classes and so on..). The game very easy to start initially, and you can quest until (Ingame ship, being attacked by defender)your eyes bleed if you wanted too. The combat is again much like RO, point and click, same as movement. Skill use is the same also, however you must buy skill books (like WoW) to initliaze them, then you may level them up to 10 with your skill points (one per level).

Aside from the character development system, the forging and compounding system is quite deep also, including sockets (like RO again) and using gems, which you can find, buy, create by compounding other items, and so on. Also, there is a basic "life skills" system, including mining, fishing, wood chopping, sailing (Character ingame, wearing "costume") (Yar, Pirates!).

The unique and intriguing parts of the game include buying and equipping your ship (used to navigate the seas, and other tasks, such as war). And the guild vs guild system is quite interesting, from what I've read and heard (have yet to participate in one), its much like DOTA from Warcraft 3, yet it includes the sea also. The goal is to destory the opposing guilds base, through land and/or sea attacks (landing your guildies on the oppositions island is a good idea in general). However, there is buildings such as towers that will try to stop you. These can be both damaged and repaired (using materials you find off of local monsters, along with temporary buffs they drop). There is also a gold wager involved, so it should be interesting.Thats all I have to report on for now, until I get higher level, currently not even second class (evil school), but I'll try and keep you updated!

So far I would say its a better game compared to RO/MapleStory/WaterMargin or anything related to these kind of RPG games. Now for the Ratings!

Gameplay - 7/10
Graphics - 7/10
Fun - 5/10


Its a game Worth a try! (www.piratekingonline.com) Cya Mates in da Sea!

Farewell MR Peter!! eventho i dont know u!

Last Sunday i have attend a Farewell Dinner to Mr Peter.. sorta like a Retirement Dinner for him
Hey but its Not That "Peter" it is Someone else Peter.. lol! ok i will explain what i mean. It may sound kinda strange but i hav actually attend another School's Principle Retirement Dinner. Weird isnt it.. well Im Not Mistaken cause of his Same Name as my Former Principle and i go Attend blindly! Ok!
I Just got invited by friend who apparently his parents cant go for the dinner and he invited me along.. which he use to study at that school and was his former Principle.. u wont reject a Free Luxurious Dinner worth Rm100 Dont u ? :D

It was at Legend Hotel.. great and impresive art work in the lobby lots of statues of ancient artifacts from china and i tought it was suppose to be a 3 star hotel and its BIG! when we reach the hotel! Im stranded with Allen and Jon it was on ground floor it look so weird since they dont really have many staff working and theres like no reception table or anything just to found it out that it was on 8th or izzit 7th floor (cant really remember) when 1 of my friends call me.. Really give the hotel (Zha Dou) >_>

Anyway the food was really live up to its expectation for appetiser we had some squids and mushroom with fishcake then a bowl of Seefood soup!(got SharkFins inside) yummy! Fried Chicken with thai sauce extremely yummy!, A steamed seebass with soya sause very yummy!,Butter prawns more Yummy!not to mention those Icing on the cakes Desserts!! (ok la) lol!

The Performance its Perform by school teachers of the school.. o yeah! i forgot to mention the school name! Ok the name of the school its Wesley Methodist School(wms) its a private school in sentul which i fail to get in and ended up in st John for 11 years! well i would rate those performers(teachers) 8/10 for thier commitment they cant dance well or sing well but they tried! thats the spirit! Msia Boleh! but i will rate overall Performance of 3/10 its quite boring watching "auties" dancing around dont u think ? heh.. no offence to those wms peeps who loves thier teachers.. just voicing out my opinion *.*

We(me and my friends) just have to go out of the ballroom and to have some fresh air from time to time Due to the Boringness its produced!>_> but oh well.. we have some fun taking pictures while waiting for our food to arrive :D

Just me and some of my friends notice we all are wearing Stripes.. and we dont even plan it! everyone was like looking at us like we are gays man..!

Forced to being a Poser since the Dinner is so so boring(excuse) Haha

It was a Fun night cause i meet some of my friends that i havent been in contact for a very long time its great to see them again! i hope to see them again sooner rather then later.
I can say that night was sweet eventhou the performance are boring but we enjoyed ourself!cause we have lots of friends together u never get bored with lots of friends!

About me

My name is Josh Phua I was born on the the 5th December 1988. That makes me 18 this year, and a Sagittarius. I'm the youngest in my family.Before i took the step of making a Blog. I used to think Blogs are for gays! but somehow my view on blogs changed since i started reading blogs lately the likes of www.kennysia.com and afew of my friends blogs.
It just excites me and made me feel like wanting to know whats going on with them and a good way to get close to them by knowing more about them its sorta like a point of communication between me and my friends.
Sometime reading it could be humerous and its a joy to watch if its well done! i personally hope it would be well done but actually i just made a blog to express myself and share my personal life which i never had shared before up till today.
I choose Not Juz another ordinary Blog for my Blog name its due to my not so ordinary life its what i can say is weird fun and somewhat exciting :D
i will soon be posting my not so ordinary Life and hope u guys will have fun reading in my bloggie!! Support me yeah!

Im still new!

Guess what! i finnaly open a blog Hi everyone im Josh! im currently 18 this year and im still a newb in blogs but anyway this my first post !!